crazy

So today is the last day with my dad. We went out on a day of our own . We had a great time. I will defiantly miss him the most , but I’m also going to miss Wednesday’s at youth group. Haha Molly and Margaret. Even when Deante wouldn’t shutup. My youth group leader Judy threw me a goodbye party today. Thanks Judy. She’s always been there for me if it was a school problem or a friend problem. I love talking to her. I will miss her a lot too. But I didn’t realize how hard leaving my dad would be. I can’t sleep. I’m tired but my brain won’t shut off. Too much to worry about. My dad told me a story about this girl whos dad worked at Calvin with my mom. She was hiking with her parents in Europe and fell and hit her head. She passed away. She was only my age. Now I’m never going hiking. And if I do I’m holding someone’s hand. Were going to Rome on our way back. That will be good but also I’ll just want to get back home and see my family but it will still be fun. My step mom went to Rome once and she told me about the people that throw babies at you at then take your stuff. Please dear God don’t let them throw a baby at me. Haha . This next Christmas is going to be the best one. I would have just gotten back so I can see my family again. Everything back to normal. That’s my new favorite word. Normal. Can’t wait till I feel that way again. And then I can go back to being crazy.